We all know by now that when life gets tough I tend to stop blogging. Mostly because I don’t want to turn these public pages in to a personal therapy session and perhaps keep some things private that should be kept that way.
There is a fine line between publishing and be damed and putting out other peoples dirty washing, add in to that the ever watchful eye of the Corporate whores and you could find yourself in trouble in many area’s of your life.
Although I’ve had a relatively stress free 6 months, life is perhaps about to take a slight noise dive for a little while, if one of the Corporate Whores continues to make trouble as they did before they went on leave 4 months ago. But may be more on that in another post.
Over the past year or so when I haven’t been that active on the blog I have spent a lot of time in Shadow Work, working out some of my more painful experiences of life and my Spiritual life and realising things that no longer serve. Including family members.
One of the things I have found when you let go of ways of thinking it is a liberating experience. I have let go of my old Christian beliefs, renounced my baptism and pledge myself to the care and guidance of the dark Goddess Hekate.
I know I’ve said in past posts that when I started out on my journey of exploring the world of the Psychic’s and Mediums over 10 years ago, in one of the first visions I had was of the Goddess calming me as one of her own. At the time I didn’t fully understand that Vision and it’s only been in the last 3 years or so that I have started to work out the meaning of it. More on that one in post’s to follow.
When you consciously and purposefully reject the teachings of the Christian church, you also to a degree reject a lot of the world around you. As much as the Modern world would hate to think of its self as such it is still based on a Christian theology and mythology. Promoting the Patriarchy and capitalism as the only way of thinking, being, doing. It comes as quite a surprise that you can still exist and in fact grow once you have stepped away from that way of thinking. I hope to share some of the ways of thinking I have discovered, some of the things I have learned from my study of the Middle Ages and the Witch Hunts and how we have failed to really move forward as human society since then. And even when we do it always seems to be one step forward and two steps back. If Trump is re-elected this time round it will be more like 4 steps back, but more on that one later.
At this time I’m just glad to be back in a frame of mind where I can share the things I have found and how I want to live my life going forward