Good Morning witches!
Well what a year 2023 is starting off as! And I wish I meant that in a nice way. It seems that for me and and at least another close witch friend of mine the New Year is bringing with it changes that whilst not necessarily not needed could have been better timed when it was a tad warmer. But it is what it is and we have to deal with what’s in front of us at the time. For me at least it means another move, the 4th in 3 years for me, it seems that just as I get settled and used to my new surroundings I have to move on again. I’m sure there is a purpose to this and I think the Goddess is just trying to get me to the place she needs me to be but she’s being very tight lipped in telling me what she is up to. One thing I know for sure (after last nights dream) is that a step back to more secure and safe settings is not an option, gayly forward as we used to say seems to be the name of the game but a little hint as to where would be nice. Although I think there will be a little battle of the Wills to go through first, as I try to maintain my feelings of safety and security, whilst she is trying to push me forward in to the unknown and not sure. We’ll see who wins this little battle.
For those of us with the old mental health problems change can be a very scary and worrying time. I know for myself that it’s not the best of situations to be in, happiest when I know where everything is and what I’m meant to be doing. And to be honest I’ve had about enough of change for the last couple of years, but I’m also reminded that in this world nothing last’s for ever and every thing changes at some point in it’s life cycle. You have to learn to go with the flow or you get bogged down in a mental storm that will drive you in to the pits of despair and depression, as I freely admit I am starting to see that coming up on the horizon. Some times you just have to hold on and trust the Goddess that she knows what she is doing. But that is always easier to say then do when your in the middle of uncertainly and change. So I’m going to put it out there, if anyone has a room to rent in a quiet, LGBTQA+ friendly house preferably out in the countryside or by the sea at a decent rent then please give me a message and we’ll talk.
So it looks like an unsure couple of months and I might just end up living out of the van for a while but I’m sure it won’t come to that. Like I said timing it’s wonderful, trying to move in the middle of winter is not the best time to be doing it but having to deal with what is in front of me means I have to look at all the options before I step off an a new path. Chose wisely as they say.
Hope you all have a blessed week, Laters witchs